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"I'm not saying I don't cry but in between I laugh and I realize how silly it is to take anything too seriously. Plus, I look forward to a good cry. It feels pretty good."
( Why can't I be what you need? )
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[01 Jul 2005|01:16pm] |
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Okay, I guess I am going now. We are leaving officially at three, but I have to get offline so that I can FINISH PACKING. LMAO. Yes, I let it go until the last minute. EEKIES. I'll be gone until the ninth or tenth. Yeppers. Love you guys. I'll try to sneak online at night or somethin, whenever we aren't taking trips to WALMART. OMFG, it's a small town so we go to WM about four times a day. YESSS. OR NOT.
PSHT you guys won't even notice I am gone. :DDD.
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| I falter as the music stops... |
[10 Jun 2005|12:15pm] |
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Man. I update too much. But hey, it's summer.
Recommend me one or two books that I can get at the library/bookstore. Such as your favorites. No Harry Potter because I obviously own those, haha.
Also had to put these great quotes from Someone Like You in here. Yes. I finished it, again. Grrr. I didn't want it to end.
pg. 243.
"The truth was I knew, after all those flat january days, that I deserved better. I deserved I love yous and kiwi fruits and flowers and warriors coming to my door, besotted with love. I deserved pictures of my face in a million expressions, the warmth of a baby's kick under my hand. I deserved to grow, and to change, to become all the girls I could ever be over the course of my life, each one better than the last."
pg. 245.
"'I will never learn,' I said to her slowly, 'until you let me.'"
[end book obsessed Emily].
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[09 Jun 2005|09:45pm] |
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I am reading Someone Like You, by Sarah Dessen again. She is only one of my most favorite authors. I love all her books. This one and This Lullaby are my favorites. I love it. Started late last night, or rather early this morning, and have a few pages to go.
I got my report card and class listing for next year. My grades are very mediocre. I hate that. The classes, or a few of them, are kind of high level classes, but the grades just come out blah.
My classes for next year are as follows:
English IV- H [H= Honors]
Photojournalism
Communication Applications
World History- H
Pre-Calculus- H
Chemistry- H
French III [This should be honors, but i'm not sure if there is an honors or not.]
Cadet Band II
Oh effing joy. Remind me of school when I am just getting used to not being in it. Sophomore year. Hmmm. Weird sounding. Me? A sophomore. I guess everyone is one at one point in their life. Almost everyone.
Anyways. If I don't go see The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants this weekend, I think I might die. Of boredom and such.
By the way. On the way to Austin for the Bright Eyes concert, Kayleigh and Amanda said that they were thinking about how I sneeze in 7's and how I will never be able to drive because I can't keep my hands off the wheel and eyes off the road for that long. Oh shit.
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[08 Jun 2005|12:09am] |
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I have attacked my FList with comments. I tried to comment on most people's posts, when I had something to say. I love it when I catch up on how everyone is doing. It's FUN! hahaa.
Okay. No one tagged me in peticular, but who cares.
Top FIVE Favorite Songs...right now. In no peticular order.
1. The Postal Service- Clark Gable.
2. The Killers- Believe Me Natalie.
3. Straylight Run- Now It's Done.
4. The Postal Service- Nothing Better. [Have been listening to them a lot lately].
5. Eisley- Lost at Sea.
Ah. Summer. I HATE YOU! ha. Juuuust kidding. Kind of.
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| the memory of what didn't last... |
[07 Jun 2005|10:53am] |
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Straylight Run- Now It's Done |
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So I was told to do this by the one and only Sally Charmander [aka. Samantha].
( Do you think that this could work out? )
Wow. I am still tired. The phone isn't so bad, even though I always say I hate it. My dad got mad though, that I was on the phone that long. But hey, it was free night time. Right? Hope so.
I posted much more important stuff over at my xanga. I love my layout over there, by the way.
I think I might be okay. Sometimes.
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| keep a tight grip. |
[04 Jun 2005|11:47pm] |
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Straylight Run- Now It's Done. |
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So what that I stole this from some girl that I don't even know. I only used people I know in real life. And real names too. eeek.
Pick 12 people who you know!:
1) Samantha
2) Persis
3) Maira
4) Sophia
5) Max
6) Chris
7) Cody
8) Lura
9) Linda
10) James
11) Patrick
12) Kayleigh
-Who is #8 going out with? Brad. If i'm not mistaken.
-Is #9 a boy or a girl? Girl.
-Would #11 & #2 make a good couple? haha. No.
-How about #12 & #4? Noooo.
-What grade is #7 in? Gonna be in 11th.
-When was the last time you talked to #12? Yesterday.
-What is #5's favorite band? Um. He likes a lot of awesome music. ???
-Does #1 have any siblings? Yes. Three. One weird one. One absolutely cool one. And one scary tiny one.
-Would you ever date #3? Oh yesss. hahaha.
-Would you ever date #7? Ew. I think I just barfed.
-Is #12 single? Yes. It's only because everyone wants her and she can't decide who. hehe.
-What's #9's last name? Gonzalez.
-What's #10's middle name? ummm.
-What's #6's favorite thing to do? Play his newly fixed guitar???
-Is #12 hot? Oh yes. haha.
-Would #1 & #12 make a good couple? OH YESSS. haha.
-Tell me a random fact about #2: She has a little wooden, yellow, flat baby chick in her car.
-Have you ever had a crush on #5? Um. No.
-Where does #9 live? The street down from me!!!
-What's #4's favorite color? Blue. Last time I checked.
-Would you make out with #1? OH YESSS. Oh, wait. Already done that. JK JK.
-Are #5 & #6 best friends? No. haha.
-Does #7 like #10? I don't think they know each other well.
-Does # 8 like # 5? I don't think they know each other well.
-How did you meet #2? Why she's Sam's sister of course! Band too.
-How did you meet #6? Band. Gosh, seems to be how I meet everyone.
-Does #10 have any pets? Um. No?
-Is #12 older than you? Yes.
-Is #3 the sexiest person alive? OF COURSE! hahaha.
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| I'll let it be known... |
[25 May 2005|10:52am] |
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So, here's the tiny picture post. I thought there were more pictures, but it turns out to be only a little.
First some memorable yearbook signings. [idea taken from Allegra].
( It was an honest mistake. )
I have great friends, huh? haha.
So, I made Concert band for next year. There are four bands, Wind Ensemble, Symphonic, Concert, and Varsity. BLURGH.
Pictures, random of course. Me trying to be artistic.
( I wanna live a life like that. )
All for now. MUCH love.
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| I want you to be my escape... |
[24 May 2005|09:06pm] |
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I know I promised a gigantimous picture post, but I am not ready to do it yet. So, tomorrow.
Today was my last day at school. The end of my freshmen year. That's kind of scary because of how fast it went by and how fast I know my future high school years will go. We did nothing at all in ANY of my classes. Or rather, the three that we went to. We had a completely effed up schedule. It didn't eve feel like the last day. I hate having finals the last week of school because there is no official ending. School just fades off into summer. I have this picture in my mind of a fading school year into the summer. What the crap?!
This year was crazy, emotional, hated, and so much more. I hate firsts. First everythings. Dammit. WTF? I am bipolar, I swear.
Damn, this summer is going to be boring. Oh joy.
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| Lullabys fill your room... |
[23 May 2005|06:49pm] |
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Wow. This year is almost over, school year I mean. Tomorrow is my last actual day at school. School really ends on Thursday, but Half of tomorrow, and all of Wednesday and Thursday are finals. And lucky me, I don't have to take any because I exempted them all. Muahahahaaaa. Yes, I got an average of 80 or more in all of my classes except English which I got comended on my Reading TAKS to make up for it. SCORE. Still, I have to go up to the school on either Wednesday or Thursday to get my band placement scores for next year, and then on Friday we have band/orchestra graduation rehearsal. Grrr.
So, Eurous is god. Allegra, Amber, and Heather are gods mods. heh heh. Now that summer is almost here I am going to get really into it, haha. Loser me.
Much love. Mucho large picture post tomorrow.
EDIT: Ms. Streit said she would rent me out an oboe for the summer so that I can learn how to play it. Then I can play the oboe for Concert season and the Flute for Marching season because I love to march and oboes don't march. Then maybe I cna be a real part-time oboe, not just an honorary oboe.
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| Why do I do these things I do to myself? |
[19 May 2005|05:40pm] |
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Did I ever tell you that I was stupid, restless, and distressing?
Why do I get myself into things that I know I can not handle?
Why do I deny the truth when it is so evidently there?
I have been terribly distant lately, I know. Online at least. I swear that next week I will be back online like a ravid LJ-er.
I got my letterman jacket today, finally. It's all nice and purrty I swear I will take pictures for you.
I really hope I am exempt from most of my finals. I really don't want to take the French or Biology final. PLEASE NO. And the English final. Yeah, it's entirely essay. WTF?! Dammit.
Not in the BEST of moods today because I am going crazy with things to do, things to just THINK about, etc. etc.
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[10 May 2005|04:16pm] |
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hehehe.
I need comments. Or rather, I want comments. 1000? 100? 10? Anything over my poor little average of 3. tear.
Now...comment. hehe.
Anonymous too, kids with no LJs.
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| i know that i let you down. |
[09 May 2005|05:24pm] |
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( so many times have i done this. )
[edit:]
The infamous friends cut.
__cherished- your journal is kind of dead.
_debonaire- dead journal.
_shootbang- I don't think we really know each other at all.
alilbitostrlite- old journal.
emmione- old journal.
juryssic- old journal.
love_yoo- old journal.
pin2rd- we never comment on each others journals.
pinwey_dot- dead journal?
shallowthoughts- old journal.
Only about three people were really cut because we don't comment to each other, you don't update, etc. Otherwise, they were old journals, etc. So. Much sorriness, but it was needed?
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| never do i. |
[08 May 2005|08:18pm] |
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So. I am a jealous little bitch. Oh yes, I give in. I am a bitch. muahahaha.
Nothing. This weekend consisted of nothing. Like all the weekends in my effing future. 'Cept next weekend will have the band banquet and most likely nothing else. Kill my boredom, will you?
I should have posted pictures of the fifteen and the many other pictures that I have taken in the last three weeks. Because they are lively, I am sure.
This is a pointless post, I don't know what it is here for.
Persis got a car! yay. :D.
mucho love-o?
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[03 May 2005|08:53pm] |
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This weekend had a lot going on. Right now, this week actually, I have so much going on that I can't post pictures or explain the ups and downs. Let's just say that I laughed, I cried, I danced, and I died a little.
This week is going to be hell. It already is and it is only Tuesday. I really don't wanto to see how the rest of the week is going to end up. I swear, this life is just eating all my happy moments and downing them with acid. [That was a terribly stupid sentence there, but you get my point].
Randomness, I know:
Damn you Sally, and your 20 scales. <3.
Eurous is LOVE, nothing else needed.
I am not a bitch.
and Brad Hottie.
Now, if you will excuse me I have to go hyperventilate over band tryouts for next year. [scampers off].
MUCH LOVE.
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[25 Apr 2005|05:13pm] |
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I know that some things aren't any of my business, but I really wish I could help, even just a little.
I'm terribly sorry. For everything going on in everyone's life.
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[23 Apr 2005|11:53pm] |
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Ah. I just don't get it. Not at all.
So yesterday afternoon was a good afternoon. First Sally, Persis, Amanda, and I went to the mall [Woodlands], then we went to the movies, and then we went to Pho, again. At the mall I finally used my Build-a-Bear bucks. Yes, I built a bear. How juvenille. His name is Oliver, and though he wasn't meant to be square, he was supposed to be emo, he is very much a square bear. We also went to Icing and bought more earrings for the earrings freak over here. Sally got me three pairs of dangle-y earrings for my birthday and I am now addicted so I bought six more pairs, plus three pairs of studs. hehe.
After the foodcourt, which consisted of a meal plus Sally making me take her around the foodcourt three times to collect samples of random foods, we went to the movies. We saw A Lot Like Love. It was a cute movie. But I would have rather rented it later on, instead of going to the theater, in other words, it wasn't the best movie. It was terribly cute, but they kinda stretched it. Plus, these girls in front of us, who were clearly trying to get the attention of the boys that were sitting next to them, took their cell phones out all at the same time and started texting like freaks, all five of them! WTF?!
So after the movie we didn't know what to do, we wanted to do something for Peyton, our friend's, birthday. We called a bunch of people, Persis and Sally's dad, my sister and I's dad, John [who had Peyton, Japhet, and Randall with him], and Chris [who had Brad and Cody with him], and we all got together to go to Pho. Yes, this is my third weekend in a row going to Pho, but it's Amanda, Persis, and Sally's third weekend too! haha.
And then, we went to Pho, with all the people. And once again, the asian people who worked there laughed at our whiteness. What is with that?! It was much fun though. Cody drove Chris and Brad, and of course, because they have never been to Pho before, they went the super long way and got there when we were almost done. Then Cody had no money so he drang everyone elses drinks. And Sal noticed that I hadn't eaten all my pho, so she took my bowl and her and Persis shared it [yes, that is after lunch and three rounds of the foodcourt samples]. haha. After that we went to Hong Kong food market, like we always do and then we just hung around in the parking lot waiting for my dad to come pick us up.
It was crazy, there were many stupid, but hilarious moments. But my gosh!, I felt like I was eating all day! I had three meals yesterday. A lunch, a second lunch, and Pho. I was gonna barf. I swear. What the hell is with me eating so much on weekends?! And I am trying to lose weight for the quincenera [sp?]. It's NEXT SATURDAY!!! That is six days from now. OH SHIT. I really don't want to mess up in front of all those people. Plus some friends are going to be there to, along with the parents. Yeah, great, huh?! Practice today. Good.
I hope all you guys are doing good. Talk to me!!!
New Layout by the way. haha. ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) wellknownsecret.
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[14 Apr 2005|03:41pm] |
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I don't feel like explaining this weekend. Two words: band trip.
( the evidence )
grrr.
EDIT:
hehe. New pic. Just took for my grandparents. hahaha. My sister and I were being weird.
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[28 Dec 2004|10:59pm] |
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So I made a little batch of icons and an ammature[sp?] header.
ICONS
3 Emily Browning
2 Liam Aiken
HEADER
Emily Browning
( Gurgly. )
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